To the One that God has Prepared For Me

I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking
of me, if like me,
you are wondering what is taking us so long to find
each other. Many times I
thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned
by the fact that my
wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping,
dreaming, longing to
meet you.

I am imagining the way we will meet, would it be as
romantic as the ones I
have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I have
known you all my life
but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each
other? Oh how I wish
you were here right now because you are the only one
who has the answers to
all my questions.

Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known
"love". I do not have the
answer to that question
either but I believe that,
more often than not, we
will never really know what love is until we find that
right person… and
since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not
really know what love
is!

You just don't know how often I dream of finally
knowing what it feels like
to be in your arms. Even at this very moment I am
imagining how you will
simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps I will be drawn
to you by your smile,
or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me
laugh through your
silly little ways!

I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God
will help me
recognize you when the right time comes. I think of
all the pain that I
have gone through in the past and of how much I have
cried since the day I
began my search. I just want you to know that I find
my strength in clinging
onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me ---
the life I shall spend
with you. Somehow, In my mind and in my heart I know
that you are worth all
that pain and sacrifice.

After all, the tears have become a part of my life and
I believe that they
are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would
become perfect.
Not perfect in its truest sense, but perfect for YOU! I wonder
if you've gone
through so much pain as well. I wonder if you've been
hurt so many times
along the journey. But my dearest one, please don't
ever give up because I
am right here... patiently waiting for you! I assure
you that when we
finally find each other I will slowly heal those
wounds by my love.

At night, I would look out my window and stare at the
beautiful sky, hoping
that somehow you are also looking up and wondering
about me. I utter a
silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens
above thinking that in
time they would reach
you. And when I feel impatient,
I just close my eyes
and believe that you are on your way and that you are
longing to see me as
well. It is funny but when I finally fall asleep, it
is still you that I
think of, for you are always in my dreams. It seems
that, for now, that is
the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough
to tell you how much
I love you. In my dreams you would kiss away my fears
and wrap me with your
arms of love. And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up
and face the new day
ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will no
longer be a dream but a
reality and once again I am assured that you are worth
the wait.

And when that time comes, everything will fall into
its place, just as I had
imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed, just as I
had believed it would
be! By then, I would simply look back and smile at all
that I have gone

through, in spite of the pain and amidst the simple
joys of life, and I
would be very thankful because they all led me to you!


In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on
to our dream and
don't even think of letting go. Believe in your heart
that we will find each
other no matter what happens. God has planned the
course and it is up to us
to follow the directions. Don't worry, don't be
afraid
of getting lost, God
saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you
choose to follow, lead
to me...